The feeling of this year’s New Year’s Day adds some novelty and joy to the insipidity.     After eating two meals for the New Year’s Eve reunion dinner, I went back to the county seat from December 29 and stayed in the hotel for a night. I rented a car with my little sister to drive home at noon, because the new house built for my parents last year was next to the second sister’s house, and the second sister arranged Chinese food, so the two families ate the reunion dinner together. Such as pasting couplets, laying a new bed, preparing to set off firecrackers, preparing dinner for parents, and having reunion dinner together in the evening.. Although not as good as the red tape of the Chinese New Year when I was a child, stewed pork and sprinkled wine to worship ancestors, this year’s reunion dinner was innovative, with two families. In the evening, the children’s nephew of Dajie’s family also came along. The three generations of ancestors and grandchildren, a pair of twin nieces, grew up, and everyone enjoyed the New Year together..     At home for the New Year, I was the most free to do. I didn’t have to do a lot of things, such as being a guest at home, asking me to eat when the meal was ready, and warming up when the meal was ready. The only thing I like to do is to set off firecrackers and not play cards. Even if there is a shortage of three to one, there is no choice. I only played mahjong during the whole New Year, and I still think I played slowly when I lost money.. At night in the fire pit of the second sister’s house, the two families opened two tables, one mahjong table and one flower card table. I don’t understand the flower card. After watching mahjong for a while, I still can’t lift my spirits. So I went to the living room of the new house to watch the Spring Festival Gala with my mother. Although this year’s Spring Festival Gala was held against the backdrop of the ice and snow in the south and the show was shown, the humble performances did not mention my spirit, only saw the appearance of ten o’clock and my eyelids began to fight, so I went to bed alone.. In the middle of the night, the elder sister’s nephew ran into bed after playing cards, and I woke up and went to sleep again.     Ma Liang of Tianma woke up from urine. It was already the first day of the New Year at 6: 30 on the mobile phone. I thought of opening the door and setting off firecrackers. When I just put on my clothes and opened the bedroom door, my mother was just getting up. I said to my mother that I was going to open the door and set off firecrackers.. Mother said she would wash her face before opening the door. ” Really? I asked doubtfully and quickly washed my face and then opened the living room door. At the gate of the courtyard, I started firecrackers more than three meters long and lit them with lighters first, but the wind was so strong that they couldn’t be lit.. Kid sister said smoking was more important. I said I quit smoking – starting from January 1, 2008, and I couldn’t quit smoking in the past – so I lit a cigarette, smoked only one mouthful, lit firecrackers again, and Mars popped up suddenly and resounded through the morning.. In the noisy firecrackers of the new house, in the smoke of the smoke, in the first ray of dawn of the new year, a new year has begun..     On the second and third day of the next year, younger brothers and sisters came back from the county seat and elder sister’s brother-in-law came to pay New Year’s greetings. They took turns to have meals at their parents’ home and second sister’s home, but the main activity was playing cards, or opening two tables, one mahjong table and one landlord table. The sun played in the courtyard of the new house during the day and the fire pit of the second sister’s home at night. Even eating was in a hurry, younger brother simply stood eating and said he had been doing activities for a long time.. When I think of the New Year when I was a child, my relatives came to pay the most attention to eating in New Year’s Eve. In the upper room, they put on generous tables. How could they gather together ten bowls of food, big fish and big meat, elders sit on the table, fill the wine, toast each other, lift their arms, hold the cup in their right hand, hold the glass in their left hand, and do not clink the cup, say ” dry” and just drink it.. In the process of drinking, one must ask about the harvest, family matters and the New Year’s plan.. Eat well, the host invited the guests to ” sit in the fire pit” and continue their daily life while warming the fire, or talk about state affairs, or talk about the past and the present.. But now in addition to playing cards, what else can I do?     Very not easy to stay at home for two days, during which one or two friends came to pay New Year’s greetings, all of which were usually helpful, thanks, including the head of the township station and village cadres.. By the morning of the third grade, the childhood playmate and the new village party secretary came to talk about his ideal of governance, strive to repair the village road, repair the electricity exhaust port, and then consider the next project. He said he also wanted my support – provincial reporters have the convenience of finding provincial leaders and departments – to approve some projects and some money. I instilled in him a view that village cadres should lead farmers to find the money they need for infrastructure construction rightfully.. For example, which road and which school in the city require the citizens to raise funds, while schools and electricity in rural areas are all farmers raising funds. As a result, farmers not only have no property rights, but also have to pay for school, install electricity and pay for it.. It is also an investment in public facilities construction. Why is it that there are two days between urban and rural areas?? Therefore, we need to find the above money rightfully, and the rest is to make good use of and manage the money and projects that have been approved.. No, he was deeply impressed, inspired and approved.     At this moment, I said I would go to the elder sister’s house for dinner together, and my parents all went to her house. I couldn’t cook by myself. I only took out some snacks and poured a cup of tea.. He said to eat well, but also to go relatives, simply send me to elder sister’s house. So he took his motorcycle to the elder sister’s house, and his brother-in-law gave him a pack of cigarettes, said nothing to stay for dinner and went away..     If I keep a running account, I will play at the elder sister’s house, where two or three tables have been opened by relatives at both ends of the family and the husband’s family. As usual, I only look at cards. After a night at Dajie’s house, I got up early in the morning of the 4th to take the early bus to the county seat. Together with my nephew, he went to work in Changsha. After I sent him on the bus, I went to my friend’s house to pay New Year’s greetings..     Let’s talk about the next story later.

No longer young but looking for the feeling of heart beating, I found a way to stimulate me to cross the bridge. Ah, accidentally opened a poem written a few days ago to participate in the bill of crossing the bridge, and my heart flew back to the Longtan Grand Canyon, recalling the unforgettable experience of crossing the bridge. I couldn’t help but feel the surge of emotion and extrapolate my thoughts..     Longtan Grand Canyon is located in Shijing Township, Xin ‘an County, Luoyang City. It is the core scenic spot of Luoyang Daimei Mountain World Geopark, a typical canyon scenic spot dominated by the geological landscape of Hongyanzhang Valley Group.. Across the valley from Guan Xia, Tanbaolianzhu, Wan Ren stands on the wall, and Gorge Valley is secluded. After 1.2 billion years of geological deposition and 2.6 million years of water cutting and erosion, the high gorge, urn valley, landslide and fissure wonders are among the best in the world and rare in the world.. Enjoy’ the First Gorge of China’s Zhang Valley’,’ Ancient Marine Natural Museum’,’ Gorge Exquisite’,’ and’ Yellow River Landscape Gallery’ and other good names.     The high-altitude bridge is located in the last section of the scenic area’ Long Yin Valley’, also known as the high-altitude steel cable bridge, which is erected on two mountains in the north and south. The bridge is made up of two parts, a steel cable bridge and a wooden bridge, with a span of 88 meters from north to south and a height of 36 meters from the ground. The’ Long Yin Valley’ has a relatively open terrain. In addition to the high-altitude bridge, there are also’ The Road of Brave’,’ Rock Climbing’ and other recreational facilities in the scenic area.. The two of us and our friends took advantage of the summer vacation to visit the Grand Canyon. When we arrived here, the two ladies sat down in the long corridor tired and relaxed, and my two male compatriots and I remained in the same mood.. When my friend went to Zhou Xian for a round trip, I challenged the ” Road to the Brave”, which is a road of complex terrain composed of ropes and nets.. I challenge success and my confidence is greatly increased. At this moment, I saw a bridge across the sky and looked down at the people walking on it like ants. It was very breathtaking..     It may also be that I have just challenged the ” road to the brave” and the excitement is not diminished. I have an impulse to think about a bridge at high altitude.. Age is not small, like this kind of young people playing things, I don’t know how to return a responsibility today very much want to play, like young people looking for stimulation, playing heartbeat. Perhaps life at ordinary times is too dull, there is always a feeling of depression in my heart and I want to release it well.     I talked with my wife and said, ” Let’s cross the overpass.”? ‘ My wife got a fright and said, ” I dare not, I am so tall.”! My friend’s wife was also surprised and said, ” It’s so high that I can’t cross it.”. It’s not a problem. There’s a safety belt. It should be very safe! This time I want to go crazy once, otherwise I’m afraid I won’t have a chance to play this thing in my life. ‘ I consult with his wife with a smile.     ‘ Do you really want to go, go with Jianmin elder brother, we don’t have the guts. ‘ wife watched in high spirits, also don’t want to sweep my interest.     Jianmin is my friend. He hesitated with a smile when he heard this.     ‘ go, let’s treat, we buy tickets. ‘ wife encouraged with a smile.     ‘ really, you buy tickets I will lay down their lives to accompany the gentleman! ‘ friends also smiled.     I’m glad to see my friend willing to go. I spent 40 yuan to buy two tickets at once..     Listen to the two women’s exhortations, in their smiling eyes, my friends and I climbed the mountain that built the high bridge with a feeling of unease..     36 meters, it doesn’t sound as if it’s much taller, but looking down from above, it’s horribly tall. There are restrictions on crossing the bridge. Patients with heart disease, myocardial infarction, hypertension, asthma, etc. are not allowed to participate. Children under the age of 16 are not allowed to participate in the bridge. Elderly people over the age of 55 and drunk people are not allowed to participate.. There are not many people crossing the bridge today, but they are all young people in their twenties, most of whom are girls. People in their forties like us are just the two of us.. All say girls are timid, but in fact they are not. I have seen bungee jumping, roller coaster and other adventure games before, and there are also many girls playing.. Like this time I found that many girls who had crossed the bridge were wearing slippers, and some wore slippers with very thick soles, which made people look worried. According to the mountain manager, a girl’s shoe fell off today.     Because there are more people playing today, and for the sake of safety, there is a limit to the number of people crossing the bridge every time, we wait in line on it. Looking at the bridge across the two mountains, especially the cable bridge, wobbly, let a person look scared. The bridge is a single line, passing through the wooden bridge and coming back from the iron cable bridge on the opposite mountain.. The bridge bearer came back slowly. The leader was a girl dressed in fashionable clothes. The latter urged her to leave. Her voice trembled and said, ” Don’t push, I’m afraid …” It was our turn to pass and watch the staff put safety belts on us. My heart beat wildly.. I was behind a few young people, and my friends were right behind me. The people in front of me had already stepped onto the wooden bridge. I stood at the edge of the cliff and looked at people like ants below. I felt dizzy and dizzy.. I stood at the edge of the cliff and hesitated for a few seconds, and the staff at the back encouraged me to say, ” Come on, it’s all right.”! ‘ I finally get up the courage to step on the plank bridge.     As soon as I got to the bridge, the suspension cable shook and looked at the height below. My heart was very frightened.. Try to calm myself down, try not to look at the bottom, look at the people in front, pay attention to the bridge deck, and I finally took my steps. After walking for a while, my heart slowly calmed down, and my fear was less. It was more of a stimulating feeling, like walking in the sky, and there was an impulse to sing.     After crossing the plank bridge and reaching the opposite cliff, my friend followed me. The next thing to be crossed is the iron cable bridge, just past the wooden bridge. I feel very excited, and I don’t have too much fear.. However, when we set foot on the cable bridge, the situation was completely different, because we walked fast on the wooden bridge, there were so many people on it when we crossed the cable bridge, and the bridge shook badly..The cable bridge consists of seven wrist – sized cables, five bridge decks and two other handrails. With the shaking of the wire rope, the wire rope standing on the foot below fluctuates up and down, plus the abyss below, the in the mind feels very frightened.. I used to step on an iron rope with two feet, but because the two iron ropes fluctuated up and down, I felt very unstable, so the way I followed was to step on an iron rope and cross the bridge.. Stepping on an iron rope because it is always stretched straight and has less ups and downs, but the next two iron ropes are easy to touch the shoes when they rise and fall, and my shoes are almost knocked off. So when you cross the bridge, your eyes will always be fixed on the front and the iron rope, and you will be afraid of stepping on the empty foot..     As far as possible to stabilize the mind and move forward step by step, the heart also gradually calmed down. By the time we reached the halfway point, all the people in front of us had passed away. There were fewer people on the bridge and the shaking was lighter.. But then there was no one in front of me. I seemed to be crossing the bridge alone. Walking on the bridge, my mood is very complicated. I wonder if I will fall if my hands are loose.? There is also a safety belt on the waist, and obviously it will not fall off. So it’s actually safe to walk on the bridge. All the fears are just the illusion caused by high altitude. They seem very dangerous and can’t pass the danger barrier. In fact, they are just their own psychological effects.. Isn’t it the same in many times of life?? Sometimes feel very depressed, even feel life is coming to an end, but in fact, bullet teeth are not all coming? I walked forward, thinking that if I crossed the bridge this time, I wouldn’t be frightened by anything difficult in my life, and I would be strong enough to walk past.!     Finally came to the end of the bridge, I stepped on the cliff and felt very excited. I had an impulse to yell a few times, and I wanted to yell, ” I finally came here, and nothing could frighten me.”! Looking back at my friends, I was still walking in the middle. I didn’t walk very slowly. After a while, when my friend arrived at the bridge, I snapped some photos for him, stood on the bridge and asked him to take some photos for me, and also stood at the edge of the cliff and asked others to take a photo for us..     We went down the mountain with excitement and joined the two ladies to show them the photos we took and talk about the thrilling experience of just crossing the bridge.. The two women looked at us like children, smiling from ear to ear. I looked up and looked at the high bridge in the sky. It was so high that I really couldn’t believe we had just walked back and forth from above.! On the way back from the scenic spot, I looked at the beauty of the roadside, but my heart still stayed on the bridge, and I wanted to keep everything I had ever had. A poem was slowly formed by participating in the regulations of crossing the high-altitude bridge..     . Ah, it’s not difficult to overcome the self – bridge, but there is no fear that can’t be overcome. Life is like crossing a high bridge.

When combing or shampooing, the hair falls one by one, looking in the mirror, the hair turns white one by one, and the bags under the eyes become bigger day by day.. Pick up the hair, drag the white hair, lost, helpless, sad, bouts of attack on my heart.   The youth years seem to be just yesterday, how to say old is old? I always reflect on the way I have travelled when I lament the unrelenting nature of the years.. He has a strong temper, impatience and outspoken speech. He always has words to say to leaders and colleagues, never hides anything, and always wants to pursue perfection for something. As a result, he often gets tired, hurts his feelings and even bears resentment..   With the growth of age and the enrichment and comprehension of life experience, I feel I have learned a lot of temper and matured a lot, but it is not enough to calm down and think about it..   Looking at the women around me who are gentle, cool and quiet, I envy and gasp in admiration, much more enlightening and urging. I know very well that calmness is a gesture, a charm, an empty spirit, a quality, a feeling, a distinctive grace, a light and elegant cloud, an intriguing simplicity, and a beauty of returning to simplicity and truth.. They are cool and idle, calm and elegant, quiet and beautiful like autumn leaves, giving people peace, but full of skill, composure, sincerity and beauty..   With this idea, I try my best to change myself. So, I often said to myself, to be a quiet woman, try my best not to get bored or annoyed, not to be impatient or impatient, not to fight or rob. Based on personal reality, do not pursue high taste, do not participate in flashy things, do not compare with high or low taste, do not care about personal gains and losses, lead a good life calmly, work hard with your husband and your son, and have a clear conscience.. Don’t be vigorous, just be safe and happy. In life, not make – up, let nature take its course, as long as it is clean, agile and generous. In the conversation, there is no need to talk too much, the voice does not need to be high, the face always smiles, and it is true to treat others.   I often tell my husband to be a quiet woman, let him feel the warmth and sweetness of love at home, let him remind me, ” supervise” me and encourage me. Have their own preferences, principles, beliefs and pursuits, do not rush for quick success and instant benefits, do not exaggerate and frivolous, be modest and calm. Whether things are big or small, whether things are good or bad, be calm inside and calm and gentle in manner. Learn to understand, learn compassion, learn gratitude, and learn to repay kindness.   I often say with books that I want to be a quiet woman. After a busy day, on weekends and holidays, we use knowledge to give charm, and use books to spend our leisure time and enrich our hearts.. Hold a favorite book, release your meditation in the flexibility of words, and taste a relaxation of selflessness. Holding the scroll in his hand, he quietly bathed in the fragrance of the book and chewed a pleasurable heart. Or the true feelings are exquisite, or the style of writing is gorgeous, or the lasting appeal is long, reading with the good, thinking at will, feeling with the feeling, recording with one’s inclinations. Because knowledge and literature will give women a kind of wisdom, a kind of romance and a kind of temperament. When a woman falls in love with words, her heart fills with surging passion.   I often tell my friends to be a quiet woman. Again busy also have to make some time to meet friends, go shopping; No matter how busy you are, you have to play the piano, open your melodious voice, listen to the light music, release your mood in the melodious music, and let your mood fly to your heart’s content. Again busy also must use own skillful hand, weaves a pair of gloves, a pair of cotton socks for the family, tasted the achievement joy; When you are happy and sad, you can cry as much as you want and let your tears shed all your sadness. When you lose, don’t hate. When the husband was tired, he smiled calmly at him, served a cup of hot tea, and squeezed his shoulders to make him feel a mild warmth. When the old man was ill, he handed over a pair of hands to help him feel the filial piety of his children. When children are confused, give them a gentle comfort and let them feel growing up in warm arms. When relatives and friends miss you, give them a kind of meeting and send blessings to relatives and friends in the meeting.   I know the years are in a hurry, the years of China are fleeting, and the time is fleeting. What can’t be seen through is the world of mortals, and what can’t be waved is the passing of time.. In fact, life should have been like this. As long as you think your heart is safe, cool and carefree, as long as you can touch your heart is happy.   It’s good to be a quiet woman!     Address: Liu Lijuan, Chengguan Town Central School, neixiang county

Mu Yi Xin once proudly held a 2B pencil and asked me,’ I can draw for you whatever you want.” Once narcissistic said,’ Do you believe that the style you draw in the future will always have a shadow of my style.” Of course, the last sentence he said to me was: I finally realized your love and thought of you when I saw the brush, and I will never think of you and never pick up the brush again, but this is not for you, but for myself..   I thought I would never see him again, but there he would not draw again. He did not know the person I had hurt most psychologically in these years who called me a person who refused to love and refuse to love. It turned out that he could really forget his longing for art and his love for impressionism and his dream of creating Chinese style cartoons only for dignity? Are there so many good girls in the world who loved art as much as he once loved it?. Painter? Let’s be a crazy artist. Japan is going to be kicked. I don’t know if I’m honored.. If you draw a draft in the future, I’ll revise you, it will certainly sell well. I didn’t learn to draw. I didn’t know I was poor and I was going to play the piano. You’d better write something. I’ll illustrate you, which is more economical. ”

Preference is similar to partiality, not a good word. According to the doctrine of the mean, all’ partiality’ should be criticized and righting should be in line with’ moderation’, but a complete monism often negates the right we can choose. All choices are preferences, and I think we should allow’ partiality’. Some preferences are helpless, but inside they are stubborn. Do you believe it? Yuan Zhen of the Tang Dynasty is that he is also afraid of gossip, singing ” not preferring chrysanthemum among flowers”, which immediately makes you feel that he is particularly aggrieved: ” This flower has no flowers at all.”. About this preference, or did I feel unfair when I was in high school. We, Miss Sun, have a special preference for girls who learn English well and look beautiful. We talked about it after class and protested it to the school leaders in an obscene way, but it was not effective.. We think this is a matter of principle related to ” ethics”. A bowl of water is not even and students cannot be treated equally.. His ” bias” has virtually reduced his prestige and created a lifelong bias against English.. Maybe he doesn’t know it, or he knows it but his preference can’t be changed. Later, it was hard to say whether a classmate was in a state of no intention or sarcasm, refuting our point of view. He said that preference was allowed.. This is a paradox and is tantamount to shocking the world. I use ordinary people’s reasoning to solve the problem, perhaps saying that if you also learn well, the teacher also prefers you. But I don’t think so. There is also the issue of the relationship between teachers and students, which must have not been taken into consideration by commentators.. In fact, this is an innocuous question. One pile is more than forty years old, and I will not think about it any more.. But on this spring day, I was so excited that I lingered over and over again about all the places in the city where I live that are called ” scenery”. after each visit, I sat down and meditated, and even felt sympathy and even shouted the same idea about the former teacher sun’s preference, and came up with a topic of ” allow preference”. For this spring’s contribution, it should be those brilliant and magnificent bauhinia flowers. If there were no bauhinia, I thought the whole spring would be mediocre, mediocre like grass being trampled on by the roadside, without eyes or elegance.. I especially like the bauhinia flowers that are shining in a string of gorgeous eyes, perhaps because of the cold winter depression, my heart is more looking forward to a vigorous bloom, the drums are noisy, prosperous and naked, and I will never reserve them.. I particularly appreciate the fact that the bauhinia flower has been placed in a position other than his own, not in the first row on the road side. oh, it turned out to be afraid of your brilliance being too conspicuous and distracting the driver’s vision, but it is not, ” the tiller forgot his plough, the hoe forgot his hoe”, the beauty on the stranger, and the farmer’s eyes were also divided. the situation is on the road side, and the danger will come quietly without looking into your eyes, jumping into your heart and not deliberately, but it cannot be said that the danger is all caused by you.. According to the experience of reading books, bauhinia is by no means the family of a reclusive gentleman, but you always hide your string of red flowers behind the green trees, and you want to hide them from the public.? But you can’t hide your scorching heat and burn off the green, dazzling and ostentatious colors in front of you, echoing people’s smiles, making them beautiful and smiling.. I was surprised to find that in my city, those red bauhinia flowers are all the corners of the road, and she still refuses to squeeze into the ranks of the building, even if it is shaded by miscellaneous trees. As long as the spring breeze is full of softness and gently shakes, she will burst out of several branches and burst into smiling faces from the green clumps.. The traditional aesthetics is poor and redundant for bauhinia, isn’t it too common to say ” red flowers need green leaves to match”? Why should I sit tight and wait for a few leaves? Bauhinia is a flower tree that allows you to keep silent and examine it carefully, or explode the wrapped bark from the withered and old iron trunk, pushing out a mass of flower buds, as if Mei Duo did not choose thin branches and was free to spit out pistils.. The branches were covered with buds, crowded and endless, although small and small, they did not lose large yulan petals, dense thickets and overlapping, demonstrating the poetic and picturesque meaning of ” thousands of flowers and ten thousand branches and ten thousand branches and ten thousand branches and ten thousand branches and ten thousand branches and ten thousand” ( Du Fu’s sentence ). Purple s – smelting, light pink, light purple gracefully, has the beauty of ” always fitting for light make – up”. If you pay close attention to it, it seems that you can see the buds of each branch are climbing out and rushing toward the branches. Although the buds are bloated and plump, they are light and light in pace, piled up in clusters and covered with layers, just like a pale purple sunset glow, suddenly falling down and sticking to the branches of the Chinese redbud, making a triumphant smile, overflowing with the moisture of the spring glow and flowing with the pulsation of the spring, and streaming with a poetic ” falling flower and running water” in mid – air.. Yes, those clouds are often hidden or blown away before they have time to make a mark in the sky, thus attracting your attention by pretending to be a big freehand brushwork of steaming clouds and chardonnay.. And how much those bauhinia flowers resemble the clouds and clouds, why does she want to be so charming and soft when she doesn’t take advantage of the spring breeze to wantonly shine her life brilliantly?? She also has a desire to perform Mann Dance. She dances in the spring and shakes the bright branches to perform with her. The wind stopped the fog, and the dense air bypassed her corolla, covering her pink face, and sometimes revealing a few faint flowers, just like the camera did not catch her, sometimes posing in exaggerated posture, striving for the focus of the moment’s camera. Although it passed by, it was nifty enough to make people laugh at it.. At this time, as long as you are in the scene, you will have dreams. The dream world only accommodates you and her existence.. I prefer bauhinia, just as I prefer planting a bamboo cloud in the corner of the window to let her climb willfully, even probe into the window to see your privacy and say no reason, because preference has no reason, just as we did not hold Mr. Sun to blame him for his preference. I think if asked, he will surely tongue – tied.. If it comes to Xia Rong, bauhinia will fade out of people’s sight. Who still remembers the spectacular spring scenery of a tree in full bloom, so I understand more why she is so warm just after spring, because there is not enough time for her to spend extravagantly, every minute counts and seize the day and night.. If you don’t go to favor, you will be late. After this spring, it will be a long expectation, favor, and allow preference for everything on your mind. All art, allow preference; All self – esteem, allowed preference, other people’s words, eyes, and actions will not hurt your feelings. Don’t worry about yourself, even if you don’t think about food or tea, you won’t sleep well.. As a matter of fact, those eyes, jokes and actions are often meaningless and random. The reason why we are at a loss is that we care too much about them.. As long as you have the heart’s landing, all these become secondary or even nothing. Preference is right. I didn’t get preference, but I won’t break that delicacy. Maybe I will look for preference I can get.. Oh, like a cloud, like a chardonnay, the difference is, you are in a corner, a broken wall, a hiding place, you have enough spring power to spend, and you have made an unrestrained burning, like a fiery fireball, abandoning everything, ignoring nothing but the thunderbolt and spluttering.. Oh, I really understand that there is a very commendable reason for my preference. You hide in those small scenes, like a pair of first love lovers, embarrassed to choose the public place, and secretly hide it. After the wind attack, they shake each other into fun, think of the background, embrace and kiss each other, moisten your lips and warm your face, too warm, too shy, too arrogant and too shy. So, after you have witnessed it, you just flush and fly around. Ah, don’t be too narrow. Maybe people are quietly talking about a new life, aren’t those songs that look forward to a new life, like bauhinia.? Don’t be straightforward, but you also have to tell god that you borrowed bauhinia flowers and made an earth-shattering oath.. I prefer bauhinia, you don’t allow it? Jiayan presses down on spring flowers, and flowers grow into leaves and start to bud. First, the flowers were blossoming and then the green layout was laid out. I broke the rules and became a spectacular sight.. Don’t say I am a hate student, the teacher will forgive me for my narrowness and even allow me to prefer, just as I don’t write those magnificent novels but prefer those prose that can be free and unrestrained.. I was tired of writing and gave vent to it. I looked through the window. There was a Chinese redbud in the corner, with a pink face, greeting me. Didn’t you prefer it?? I will serve you with a captivating smile for your preference . Ah, on the afternoon of April 14, 2018

I am always very capable of persecuting myself. I will not learn to save myself until there is no way to advance and retreat.. I thought I was sober enough to retire when all the flowers were gone. Red mud did not touch the sleeves of the skirt and the incense did not stay in the old clothes. As the days passed, I gradually understood. From beginning to end, this was just my self-deception and concealment.. If so, I wouldn’t end up so haggard, just a few dusk.     You’re just a few words. How can you miss me? I can’t follow my heart and say those tender and missed words. My heart seems to have thousands of threads that are pestering me with joy. I want to destroy it countless times and then quickly. But after countless times, the pain still remains..     It was because of the crushing pain that I felt at this moment that I understood more clearly that everything I had experienced was so real. Even if there were only a few memories left of the broken one day, the sunset surging waves and the snow-covered ancient road, I could not make it disappear without a trace..     Time is hard to stop. Maybe we both forget and be forgotten, and at the same time, we also have the same silence as if we wanted to destroy ourselves. I do, and so do everyone..     I can imagine the sufferings of the world, just like me, because I live in this world full of feelings, but now I know better, not because I can be merciful. For those who do not allow me to give warmth, I can only destroy myself again and again to grieve with you, pain to the soul, can I give you some comfort?.     I want to throw everything away and get rid of this deep-rooted sadness, but the light and shadow are cool and warm, the tears are shallow and deep, and people are still as old as before..     But there is no way to compromise in fate. I can only rely on the courage I have left to survive and bear it silently with a happy attitude. I simply want to knock out these sad feelings and empty my life.. Longitudinal I understand, everything is useless.     Maybe this is my life, how can I refuse its true face.

If you want to ask me what has been my greatest success so far? I will not hesitate to tell you that my most successful thing is that I have you, my friends.     In China before, appointments with you were always so full that my mother complained that she didn’t know how many meals she could have with me for a month.. Before you came to the United States, you constantly threatened me that my future life would not be so lonely without you.     You don’t know how much I have in Gemini? I love writing, which is my personal pleasure. I have no other distractions in the United States. I can concentrate on writing my articles and publishing my essays and novels online!     How happy it was to see what I had written become an online recommendation for prose!   Without your company, you don’t have to worry about my boredom and loneliness. I secretly enjoy myself …[ Responsible Editor: Chloe ]

My mother once asked someone to calculate the divination for me, saying that my career could go up to the next level at the age of 28. I was happy for a long time and always hoped that the years would come to the age of 28 as if I had been arranged by heaven whenever and wherever I could go..     I got a good job in the office because of my minor fame of publishing articles in newspapers, and received enough attention from leaders and colleagues.. This feeling of ” stars holding the moon” made me proud for quite a while, and the various rewards I received at each commendation meeting made me feel more determined to win.     At the age of 30, the year of good luck I expected had already passed, but I didn’t see any new improvement. Every time I saw the public list of newly promoted cadres, I pulled it up in my heart.. Those people on the red paper are either the son of so-and-so leader or the daughter of any entrepreneur.. I think of a sentence in the ancient prose I learned at school” One man gets the word, and the chicken and dog ascend to heaven. Well, it seems like I have no background, no money, no calculation, no family, and no hope of getting mixed up on this road.. Pointing to the salary increase brought by promotion, when will it be realized?     Disappointed, I began to shift my energy to family happiness, reminding myself not to lose my happiness for the unreachable fantasy. I try my best to enrich the three meals a day with my limited salary. I will go out for a walk with my family after dinner and lead a leisurely life as a citizen..     In fact, the life of ordinary citizens is also good. In summer, cultural squares will have free cultural performances from time to time.. In order to catch the time to see those performances, we hurried to the square after supper by taxi. Most of the performances are children’s songs and dances, which my daughter and I would like to see most.. Seeing those versatile children, I regret not letting my daughter continue to learn dance.. We watched every program very carefully, but we were most impressed by only one dance called ” Who’s Bad”. A group of children were dancing hard in the dance. Suddenly, the music stopped abruptly and everyone was worried. However, the group of children did not have any action to stop. One child took the lead in quietly shouting slogans in his mouth, and the other children also silently followed the beat.. Although the dance looks a bit like gymnastics without the background of music, all the lovely children don’t care until the end. The joy infected everyone from the inside out, and finally there was a big round of applause in the square..     That group of children was so great that I couldn’t help thinking of myself. Their calm, persistence and affordability made me feel inferior.. Life is more like a big stage. Everyone is performing himself to his heart’s content. It is important to have a background, but a good actor should be able to play himself well even without background support..

The author of two anecdotes about Suya Lake: Zhao Haijun ( Luohe ) In my hometown, there is a lake known as Suya Lake in the Central Plains. It was built in the 1950s and has an area of nearly 300 square kilometers. The lake is vast, the water and sky are connected, and the scenery is magnificent. It is known as’ artificial Dongting’. On the west bank of the lake, there are many villages of different sizes, with tens of thousands of villagers living, and many strange things that outsiders do not know have happened. The second is to entertain readers: anecdote one: ” Enclosure” campaign mentions enclosure campaign. People with a little knowledge of Marxist – Leninist common sense or history will think of Britain and evil capitalism.. But who ever thought, in my hometown, near the beautiful Suya Lake, similar ” enclosure” sports had also taken place? That happened in 1980, when I was still in primary school. In those years, due to continuous drought and lack of rain, the lake in Suya Lake shrank seriously, exposing a large area of land on the lake.. Some clever farmers saw the value of the wasteland and occupied it one after another. You circled it together, I circled it together, and soon the lakeside wasteland was occupied.. Strangely enough, the consistently tough Suyal Lake management personnel collectively lost their language and did not interfere.. There is a family in the village near us. It is not easy. He took up 50 or 60 acres of wasteland in one fell swoop and planted sesame seeds.. The land in the lake is particularly fertile. After seeds are sown, sesame seeds can grow to a height of more than one person without applying a little fertilizer. The shuttles above are densely packed and look very gratifying.. In this way, the family has earned tens of thousands of dollars in just two or three years by relying on the land it occupies, planting cheese in summer and sowing wheat in winter, completing what Marx said about primitive accumulation of capital, then successfully dabbling in farming and transportation and so on, leading a thriving life.. Anecdotal 2: In other places, fish are mostly fished with nets or hooks, while in Suya Lake, people have used sticks to’ catch’ fish. Do you believe this? This is a real thing. It happened when I was in high school.. That summer, God seemed to be suffering from depression. He kept going underground all day, and the lake water jumped up to the east of our village.. After the lake subsided, someone went to the lake to look at the crops, but was surprised to find that fish were shaking their heads in the fields and mud pits to survive.. ‘ The ground was filled with fish, and the fish in Suya Lake ran out! ‘ Suddenly, the news seemed to have wings and disappeared in the village by the lake.. At that time, there were not many migrant workers. Many villagers were hiding in their homes and were worried about their leisure time.. Hearing the news, the crowd marched into the lake in droves. It doesn’t matter if you don’t have a fishing net, because it doesn’t make sense to have a fishing net at this time, just take a stick and a bag.. What’s the use of a stick? Of course, it is used to tamp fish. Where’s the bag? It’s for fish. Without being there, you don’t know the spectacular scene. In the evening, the war-makers came back one after another. Some people have reaped quite a lot, ” catching” a lot of fish; Some people were muddy and tired to death, but they got very little. Others are very unfortunate. After they separated from their companions, they got stuck in the mud and finally died of unnatural deaths.. Alas, you see this is a good thing, but in the end it killed people! Written on April 16, 2013

I have been to the grasslands, I have been to the desert, and I have also been to Yuan Ye in the western part of the country. However, I have not seen the flowers.. Maybe she doesn’t drive on the earth, but in people’s hearts.     When the milking grandmother dragged the child around the yurt, the child said with begging eyes. ‘ Ma, I want to go to school.”. Ah Ma was holding an empty purse, helplessly looking at the distance. At this time, the flowers of Gesang were blossoming! Sends infinite hope, lets the child enter the school. Ah Ma smiled. The helplessness on his face drifted away with the cloud over the grassland. The child smiled and turned his head on the grass.     In the snowy season, Abba and her children languished in the cold felt room without cotton-padded clothes and red fire.. Only gusts of cold wind whipped Abba’s heart. Abba whispers silently, ” Children, how do you get to the school near here without cotton-padded clothes?”. At this time, the flowers of Gesang were blossoming! A thick cotton-padded jacket and a lot of wood and carbon were brought in. Abba smiled, warmed up the carbon fire and smoothed out the crepe on his face. The child smiled and built a snowman in front of the school.     The school’s house is broken. It doesn’t block the wind or rain.. His sad face is like a rolling dune. Mr long sigh: ” alas! Such a house, let children how to study”. At this moment, the flowers of Gesang were blossoming! Wood, cement and white ash were delivered. Mr. Wang smiled, his face was sad, and with the white ash on the wall, he stretched out to his heart’s content.. The child smiled, his tender little hand rubbed the bright glass on the window..     Textbooks are old and knowledge is about to be updated. Abba and Abba look at Mr. with eager eyes, Mr. with helpless eyes, and the child looks at the old textbooks on the desk with eager eyes.. This boundless depression pervades the school. At this time, the flowers of Gesang were blossoming! New textbooks and new knowledge were delivered. Abba smiled, her mother smiled, her husband smiled, and the children laughed!!! The laughter echoed in the blue sky for a long time.     In this holy place of religion, I didn’t see people’s obeisance to idols in their hearts. But I saw the people’s great love for Gesang flowers. When people worship Gesang flowers as gods, they also kindle my incomparable respect.. Galsang flower! The Gersang Flower in People’s Hearts!