Part One: cry as the Nobel Prize for Literature writer Mo Yan won the Nobel Prize for Literature in the past, in order to buy a house in Beijing, turned out to be not very easy.If Jia Ping – wa, Mo Yan, Liang Xiaosheng, who called Principal authors, these writers Principal repairing an industry in Beijing yet not easy, so first-class writer who writers, especially second-rate third-rate, in our country’s economic status can be imagined.  For writers in particular had excellent novel writer to write, I think our country for their policies are not really seriously, even very great importance.I am more worship songwriter Yan Su, however, say the treatment, Yan Su teacher with respect to the treatment of novel writers do not know how many excellent.On the other hand, with respect to novel writer Yan Su but look stretched in the economy.One side is the creation of hundreds of thousands of works of novel writers words, one side is the writing just a few dozen words of lyrics writer, why contrast is so big, why be so favoritism.Do not say another, but even Yan Su, dealers teachers themselves will be for these writers and against injustice.  In terms of content sustenance thoughts or covered, the creative writing lyrics and novels are not comparable.A lyric, even then outstanding, writing up, maybe twelve hours, maybe twenty or thirty minutes, up to no more than two or three days, however, contain a novel theme of the times, perhaps two to three years contained, Maybe you want to complete eight or ten years.The large gap that the amount of labor for all to see, but if treatment is given contrary, it will be how unfair ah.Some would say, Yan Su teacher highly educated, seniority, qualifications Mo Yan shallow, so they should be the current state.Our long-term national advocate on everything, so for those who have made outstanding contributions in the literature as Mo Yan, Jia Ping – wa, it really should not imprison the inherent mode of thinking, can give them exceptional reward and help, otherwise, how China’s literary career can hit even greater glory?How grassroots writers see the value of literature lies?How can reflect the social status of a writer?  Before, we used to say Naotidaogua, many people have mercilessly fight strike over this phenomenon, but now writers masterwork owner and brief article is so upside down, but none of the shouting, is in literature this field, in the most capable of the emotions literary circles, the face of such a situation, the idea to form a “immobility study miserably” situation it?  Chinese people watching, more concerned about the Chinese audience.    Part II: junior high school I did not cry over two years.He was introduced to married people.It is a village.Long lines of people also is his family was poor.My parents do not agree.He came to me.We chatted for a few nights.And it was he conquered.Decision imposes a lifetime.To their parents hurdle.I also compiled a lie I’ve been pregnant.What’s.(Eighties) unmarried pregnant daughter is very immoral thing.Parents afford to lose this person.I agree to this marriage and urge us to get married quickly.  Sweet married for a while.But I made this promise to punish me.I have several years have not pregnant.I get where lift his head.Fortunately, her husband began to.Do not say anything.Later, angry because of some little things.I cried and said you would not think that my students do not.He also refuses to admit.In fact, I understand very.Root yard is not the child’s fault.Since many will not bother to go to the hospital.Find nothing wrong.I have normal.Finally, cousin advised me to go to college to check him.He was not gas.He said what able-bodied.Indeed our married life can also be a.But also can not do anything.I advise.Also mobilizing to persuade elderly.Anyhow, to go.A check.Low sperm survival rate.At that time he was a Yan.I also straightened backs.There is a feeling of being liberated.(Sauna News .sanwen.COM) I do not mind him saying he does not.Under the rule not the result of a period of time we adopted a girl.But my heart is always uncomfortable.Boring day was good.He also cheesed off with it.It took another two or three years so.It flashed on five or six years.In my youth it’s time to spend a day this unexamined maybe God really open eyes.I actually pregnant.She gave birth to a boy.Ha ha.This life suddenly becomes the sun.This is true of life.In fact, nothing more than a normal life.Rich and poor is not important.There are basic things we have dignitaries job.Which family was poor when we.No money.But also just fine with children.Good mood all day.  Ye Hao up her husband’s business.When my son was five years old to open a plywood processing workshop.He recruited a few unskilled laborer.What year my husband and I have about thirty.I just children.Cooking and washing clothes.With the words now is to do a small woman.No matter what matter other.  But the unexpected happened.One day her husband suddenly disappeared.It is to do unskilled laborer and a little girl ran.Oh my God.In my eyes the husband lost.I imprudent.Which only seventeen-year-old child.My husband does not have a handsome thirty.I was very close to see them.But I did not want to go above this.Such a big age gap.How they will get it together.  At first I fancy he can come back.Still in my heart to forgive him.As long as he does not hold him back.When you have a macho man.There are also heart remorse usually not good enough to place him.He sent word to them to find someone home, he said to divorce.I was in a fit of anger.Leave.So you dragged.Let me.I also do not let you live at ease.So it took another two or three years.Her husband take the time to take away all the money.He rented a facade on the outside business.Also they have their own children.Easy life gusto.But I do.Still struggling to hope he can come back here.Think multi-foolish.I have had a happy life of the people separated from family.I was in here working hard and making.Their own money for the children to go to school.Maintain previous family and from the human cost.Lonely day to chew.filter.Thinking ago.I want to understand.He’s not my fault walk away.I did nothing wrong.To a man rolling.Always find reason.He was the first wife does not understand excuse.It’s all fucking bullshit.You do not understand me when.I went to the men okay.This together every day.What will you be able to understand.Shun your heart.Suit you.Any reason not an excuse for betraying wife.If the wife is wrong.Which is great for men.  I want to understand.From the off it.You liberation.I also liberated.I may find a.Since it is fate.I can not choose.But I agree with my parents do not agree to divorce.The reason is that property disputes.If divorce.Which house.There is in a green tree (very valuable) will split one half.You mean parents take the child has lived in a large house.Which green trees will stay with you selling slowly forward.The kids raised on the line.You can come to a successful.Full descendants clear.He does.Finally homeless.Children will not let him come back.Which when there are children around.Still lovely time.Think also makes sense.A few years it will no longer brook.Fast forward four or five years it is.The children were seventeen.I have forty.I write to you I want to cry.I have forty.My youth.My years.Beautiful dream when I was in school.Which long night.Which countless sleepless nights.Which can tear into a river.Whining.  Her children.No longer as a child what so cute.No longer obedient.And sometimes you quarrel.Make you angry.Even more exasperating is that he went to his father.I bought him new clothes.Find a job.So away from me.Only one lone I.Before taking care of children is my life.The child is gone I have not the center.Sustenance is gone.My heart is empty.I do not know what it means people live.has no meaning.Childhood hope the children grow up.The child can be a big so what.My suffering is the result of ten years.Do you want me to stay up to look at the white-haired many children do.confused.confused.Helpless to stay at home with me want to die.I decided to go out to work.And a relative went to Shanghai to do Green.The workers know my situation.I am very sympathetic.Great care to.Which also has a single man.His wife and others ran the.This allows us to have a common language.Soon we cohabited together.I do not keep the Women.I see through.The society should not have fair.Called the woman in virtue.The men could do Morio Road.Woman is shameless betrayal is lewd.Men do.Did it romantic chic.May we all be the same person.Like the five love Liu Yu.Why should impose unreasonable woman.I am human.A living person.I do not want to make Joan.I do not want to chastity arch.I just want a normal life.Some pain was love life.  Cohabitation lived in 2023.This thing did not dare to give parents know.They are old families.Compliance observe moments.How could tolerate daughter fucks.This is an affair in a year.It is to be paraded through the streets of.Women do it to lift up the head of a lifetime finally live like a day.Although it is illegal.May is real life.True happiness.A long time, not an unventilated wall.I also want early end to this day unclear.I want to have children belong to us.our home.So I tell the parents.I did not think parents are categorically disagree.To talk about the truth.I said a few years and so his son married and have children you can take the grandchildren.It is for children who had.So many years are over.This half will still care about you.They say more lightweight.Half past one.So many years.Boil dry my tears.Boil dry my youth.I am like a desert near the dead grass.Folding wings in the air like a bird miserable groan.They can not see.Only the promise of a better future.Remote unknown happiness.I’m not a baby.They are selling refers to the mountain mill.Castles in the air.I did not accept their kind offer advice.Repeatedly insisted I want a divorce.I want to remarry.They look soft, not.Come hard.My father said I want to recognize my daughter will not remarry.Fangchuhualai also want to break my leg.Keep my life.Mother is determined.Association with death.This does not.Really drank pesticide.Irrigation water that saves a lot of coming.I’m afraid.I dropped out.I cried.Very tough battle cry.Think I was in trouble when the family in respect of restructuring.There are many unexpected life ah.It is people can not capture.It has happened.We must correct the face.But due to different ideas and people make different decisions.Now I understand.Causing me to not today’s my fault.Nor is it wrong of her husband.But social prejudices.Chinese people for thousands of years the concept of.I created a weakness.Parents pedantic.We did not live to myself.In order to ambition.In order to loved ones.for the kids.In order to face.For everything.That is not for their own drinking a few beers.Think about your own future.Burst into tears.friends.I am in the end how to do.In the end people how to live chapter three: Scream sand has been gathering dust, covered with a thick layer, freeze at that moment.Thoughts have been detained, put Meng Meng shell, but there is no joy of life.If the streamer years, fleeting but very long.  Life, why have obsession?  Alive, do not you thankful this, and feel happy it?  Everyone has a heart, bright red blood flowing inside.Why is it hard some?  All kinds of persistent biting each soul, issued greedy ridicule, with Ling Ran righteousness tell the evil, it is hard to tell struggling with greed, this is the ultimate sin!  What crash?Puzzle!How can it be?Not doing vase material, it should not be so brittle.Alive is a blessing.Sigh desecration of life.  Sin and evil, sandwiched conscience, the interpretation of the war.Battlefield is a mess, and I have a responsibility to clean up the battlefield for them, to let them decide early male and female.  Birds do, good arch still around, thinking stricken, to what state of mind?Looking at the flow of air, I felt the wind Buddhist, you want to listen to the voices, but it is an indifferent.Darkest dawn darkness is, however, at this time of indifference is why?The answer lies in the heart, is very simple, but ramped up a cry for fresh.  Cry?When will the issue that most shocking bang?Perhaps wait until the final sound is a pin.Some people: interest due, has the potential to shake the sky; when down-hearted, but Furui no wave-like depression.Is arrogant, cynical or?No, is the youth bring ignorance, grow up just fine.But not everyone can grow up.  Looking back, the passage of time, sad, full of unbearable.  Looking to try it, wasted time, callous silence.  Where to go to, are all sequels of life, there should be the other side.Road, always in the foot, taken to go that way.Then I think about, why cry?In order to watch the brilliant flowers; To appreciate sun sun; in order to get the harvest in autumn; to marvel at the snow.Continue to live, we will have everything.  Finally I realized that life needs cry.As a Chongshang Wei big country of one, learn to cry, life would be better.    Part Four: cry from Mr. Lu Xun wrote novels set in this section, probably almost a hundred years now, specific test time is not fine, but it had the makings.  A hundred years ago (fuzzy time), Mr. Lu Xun shouting in front of his desk, shouting people’s soul in a fallen, dark society, so that young people have a conscience China already chilled the blood boiling up again.  And years later, when I wrote this thinking the same subject, the blood is already boiling!A hundred years ago, putting national humiliation, I had to cry, centuries later, the country still lost the wind, also has had to cry!  If early this year to various corrupt style, all sorts of heinous act, can be said to be numerous, people do not self-reliance, how the Chinese dragon fly.  These, I will not say today, the most important is to talk about self-awareness on the issue and innovation of the people.Today, countless people xenophilia of the country, the so-called “high society” of the people, all their foreign proud to be proud of, if there is the experience of living abroad, others are more impressive.  Yes, those developed countries overseas is really advanced, they have a better civilization, they also have better quality, but all of these are based on Western civilization, all habits, awareness, qualities and ideas are Western civilization and is closely related to.  The Chinese people, there are five thousand years of profound Chinese civilization, has its own consciousness and habits of behavior, one to imitate Westerners words and deeds and behavior will only allow yourself to become neither fish nor fowl.  Now, because of immature disgust and domestic institutions and security, and strong competition in the domestic economic situation, and went overseas to pursue good protection in other countries, quality of life and the ideal environment.  First of all, I have to admit that everyone is born equal, that they have the right to pursue their own happiness, and this is not unreasonable, but please remember, wherever you go, you are black eyes black hair and yellow skin, you are a Chinese people!Like you were born in a relatively backward family, your mother, though not lady, her simplicity, her behind, she was embarrassed, but she’s your mother, is raising your people.When you grow up, entered a “civilized society”, and lived a life of luxury and even affluence, please do not forget her, no matter how she, keep your body, her blood, your the soul, the soul of China!  Also a little talk about the Chinese people’s sense of innovation, from a small in terms of: In some formal occasions, people are wearing a suit, which represents the formal and solemn, but the so-called “suit”, as the name suggests, also it represents the Western civilization.  In Chinese culture, there are many solemn, formal wear, although those old clothes are not suitable for a modern atmosphere, but also a tradition of Chinese culture, so why no one thought to create such a kind of Chinese a new dress rules are rooted in ancient costumes transform it?Why can not carry forward Chinese civilization in the clothing it?  This is just a small angle, there are many, many places are there where Chinese people to follow the West blindly, while ignoring innovation.Including national institutions, too, such as typical education enrollment, unemployment is now leading to countless students the fundamental problem.  Looking at the world, although China is an important world power, but inside China is still backward, still need to progress, and some people do not bother blindly arrogant.However, I countless dragon Chinese land, we have the capital, but also an obligation to improve this situation, because we are young, young is our capital, and this is not what the grand ideals and goals of people look up, and it in our side, China’s future, each of us who fall.  If you still think you are a Chinese person, if you still country due to lack of feel angry, I feel excited, then use your hands, with your beliefs, to the not yet awakened Chinese dragon take off.  As Chinese people, when self-improvement, when Yang Wei of China, when mass my soul.  Now, I have here in front of all the Chinese people still bloody, scream this issue, which if there is boasts elegant upper-class people think it’s just nonsense, so let all those sarcasm and disdain Come on, I want to China also has numerous poverty or distress is still not well-off young people waiting for it to struggle for the future!  Cry!

I had been fascinated by two sentences.The first sentence of his brother from the American writer Isaac Singh, he said: obsolete views always, and the fact will never be obsolete.The second sentence from the mouth of an ancient Greek: the fate of view is more accurate than we.I have a friend, a young man studying Western philosophy, now a successful businessman.He has a very interesting observation, he said: My brain is like a pond, someone else’s book is like a stone; stone thrown into a pond sparked a wave, and not provoke stones.Finally, he said: So knowledge of others pretend to be more in my mind, as others, it will not be my.Milan Kundera in his “Xiao Wangshu”, let a professor of philosophy say this sentence: Since James Joyce, we already know we live in the greatest adventure that this adventure does not exist sentence is very popular, and became a French novel of the frontispiece inscription.The views expressed by these words and sentences as its sleek, its advantage is the ability to let people know what to do against it, also let people know what’s it.Over the years, I always trust this is the case, and they see themselves as a member of.I know what a writer needs, as Dante said: I like the suspect as much certainty.I have been writing history for 15 years, I know it did not last long, I would say that writing can change a person, especially good at fictional narrative of people.Writer writing a long time, make yourself to become more and more weak, timid and hesitant; those shortcomings was supposed to overcome everything with me often, and people celebrate the resolute, determined and brave can only in my fictional renderings.I thought the training step by step pushed to the deep suspicion among, so I gradually lose the ability to reason, to make my ideas become shy and afraid to speak; but on the other hand is the ability to grow, I was able to know exactly the sound and attitude of its rolling when a button fell to the ground, but for me, it is much more than a president dies important.